We've had a tough couple of months in our household. Well, I guess "tough" is relative. We are extremely blessed, and for that we are extremely grateful. I guess it is more accurate to say that we have had a stressful couple of months. Big decisions, big changes, lots of discussions to be had and choices to be made. It has worn on me, and I know it has worn on my husband. It has affected every part of our lives, and in a way, I feel it affecting our relationships as well. I don't mean to sound dramatic, it's just been reality for us. I can feel myself focusing more and more on "us" and less and less on others. It has even trickled over into what was once my love of sewing and creating. I still love it, but lately it has felt more like a chore, something I have to do because I made a commitment to do it. Which kind of defeats the purpose. It has all been very...draining.
I feel as though we are about to turn a corner though. Even though the stress is not gone, I can feel it lifting. I feel like good decisions were made, and I see positive change on the horizon. After many discussions with a close friend of mine, I am trying to focus on sewing because it's what I love to do. To create beautiful things because I want to create beautiful things, and because it makes me happy. I want to look for opportunities to serve others. I want to make myself available to be a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. I want to remember that even though life can be stressful, we have so very much. I want to be thankful. I choose to be thankful. Even when times are tough. I choose to be thankful. Even when the babies are sick and money is tight and the house feels cramped. I choose to be thankful. Even when I don't get everything I want, and everything I think I need. I choose to be thankful. Even when I don't want to, and when it feels difficult...
I choose to be thankful.
































